Back to Reality

Now that summer is almost over (I still have 2 days left before classes officially start), it’s time for me to rewind and refresh my mindset and my body all over again in order to prepare for what’s about to come. Heading into my last year in college, I have to admit, I’m excited, but I’m not sure I’ll like what’s going to come after college. I don’t know if I’m actually ready for the “real world,” the cutthroat, dirty, harsh, corrupted world. Thinking about having to apply to different jobs within my career field worries me because it’s not guaranteed that I’ll even find a job even with a degree at hand. However, I’ll take things as they go and in all honesty though, who is actually ready for the “real world”? From my perspective, there’s not much to do in order to prepare yourself for what’s out there. If you were able to prepare yourself, would you really be LIVING life to the fullest or would you merely be living a life in which everyone wants? Do you want to be an individual, or do you want to be a part of the norm, which is pretty much a fantasy. It’s up to you to decide that for yourself. As for myself, it’s time for me to get back to living a life for myself. It might be difficult the first few weeks; however, as I get back into the swing of things, it will become a lot easier because I’ll for the most part have a routine to follow. I’ll be going to classes, running errands, studying, going out with friends during the weekends (when I have time obviously), and following a more healthy lifestyle with a healthy diet and with working out. As I return to this part of my life, I am also starting a new journey because I will have new experiences, meet new people, all of that jazz. I’m nervous, but excited for what’s about to come. I mean you really do only live life once right? It’s nice to live in a fantasy life now and then, but reality is where all of the great things occur. So enjoy life while it lasts because you never know when it will end. Be happy in life. Do things that will make you happy in life and be with people who bring you up, not down.


My Thoughts on the Caila and Ashley situation

I’m not one to say anything, but this has been bothering me a lot. It doesn’t really matter what Caila said or did before, but it does not warrant how Ashley I and apparently other BIP cast members treat her. Maybe Caila isn’t so innocent in this, but in all honesty, it’s paradise and it’s only 18 days, yet they expect them to get engaged? To me that’s ridiculous, and if Caila did say some of the things she did to others,it wouldn’t surprise me because why would she want to be with someone who literally has someone else stalking and following their every move? Also, they act like she committed a cardinal sin, but they’re just as much guilty because not all of them are looking for “love” either. also, I find it wrong that she supposedly told a “friend,” how she was feeling and yet that “friend” felt the need to spread rumors and tell EVERYONE what she told her, I actually find that sort of wrong as well. Even if it wasn’t right, it didn’t give her “Friend” the right to tell everyone what she was feeling, it should’ve been a private conversation which also could have been misconstrued seeing as things that are said could be passed around wrongly. Like I said, no matter if Caila isn’t as perfect as she seems and may have some inner feelings, it doesn’t make everyone else not guilty. It doesn’t warrant for others to literally attack her on every media site there is and bully her. That to me is wrong and disgusting and I am honestly upset by that the most. It tells others that it’s ok to gang up and bully someone for what they have done when they barely know the whole story and only know what’s heard from a few people. It just makes me sick. Even if she’s in the wrong, everyone else is too for their constant bullying and words on social media. Also, this happened a few months ago, everyone needs to let things be and move on!